I think I write a blog to get things off my chest, talk about things that I'm to scared to bring to the surface with family and friends. Its my oppertunity to open my heart and just splash its feelings on a empty white pieace of paper.
:-)
Lately I've seen our lives like our own personal picture. We have a empty peace of white paper, which represents our life. We need to live life so the draw represents our paths we choose in life, our picture defines who we are and what shape we take in this world.
Then comes the detail, the colours is your drawing bright and colourful or dark and bland, is your life good are you happy or are you sad.
Good things and bad things are sometimes balanced sometimes there's more good and sometimes there's more bad, we can't choose what fate holds in store for us, atleast if you don't live your life for you. Like a drawing you can take control of your life, maybe there is a dark spot in your life, you can erase It and make omends and try to make your life better. Like the drawing you will always know the bad things have been there but that doesn't mean you can't change.
I find that when we are stuck in our life or we need to make choices or we need to ask ourself what road we want to go down, remember the drawing, your given a peace of white paper the rest is up to you :)
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It feels like I haven't seen civilisation in so long, after my operation, and looking after my nan I aint had chance to go out much, it seems like I lost track of the world.
But I'm gnna try and go out tomorrow and I have a photography session friday which I'm really looking for.
I want to start making a impression, lookin smart, looking like I mean business, in a sense looking after myself more than I have in the past.
:)
I will try to make the last thing short because a certain person will be reading my blog and well I dnt want to over throw her head with more worries and thoughts.
Here's the story, there's a girl I am so in love with, its hard to be with her and I will do anything to make tomorrow a better day for us. Things in the past few weeks have shown me that we should be together, it literally screams out at me when certain things happen, so what ever this means to you..."I know we are so amazing and perfect together, I am willing to wait to see what comes around for me and you because I know when the time comes, there's going to be one hell of a party in our life. I know I may have pushed you in the past, I know I might of questioned your motives. Life is hard for you atm you told me tonight you wished you could be happy without having to sacrifice anything, and my answer to that is, one day you will have the strengh to hold everything in your life that you love, and when that day comes, you will look back and think what did I ever worry about. I don't know if that person will be me or not but whoever it is will be one of the luckiest guys in the world to have a princess like you, okay put aside your tantrams and your moaning when smething not working out, even your lack of strengh sometimes. If you put a side all that aside they will see what I see..that you are Katie Louise Farbrother, all you bring is yourself and if you find that one that truely loves you, those little faults they will come to love because there part of you. No one is perfect but you are a real life princess in my eyes, there's not one bit I would change about you. So whether you bring beauty to my life or anothers I am glad to say that I know you because people like you are rare, I guess that's wht we must sometimes feel so lucky when we fall in love xD
Sorry that kinda wasn't short, and hey it is 3.51am I did come to bed at 2 lol.
I guess when you have something on your mind or if you need to tell someone something or do something in our lives, there's no time like the present :)
Goodnight to you all xxx
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