I have learnt not to give my opioion in our case because sometimes it feels like i am forcing you to do things, I dno i probally aint but I have given up trying to tell you that you need to do what you need to do for yourself, that is a lesson people learn in time :)
So instead I will tell you what I would do, after all everyone is allowed there say right?
A battle between my heart and my head. In your case its a easy one for me.
I would think about the choices....
1. Your head is telling you its probally best to cut contact etc because there is only problems at the moment because of him. Your head is telling you its best for "Everyone"? right...
2. Your heart will chase and long for those things we most love, so your heart is telling what you desire your right.
You will never be happy if you listen to number 1, because of the simple fact you probally believe its best for everyone..."but is it best for you"? thats what i would be thinking... but I have a theory on love and feelings
Our head is logically its ment to think, so when your brain thinks about love, it thinks about choices, opioions, problems and consequences of your actions, a brain does not make you fall in love a brain does not tell you when you know the other person is watching you because they love every fibre in your body, a brain helps you understand life and it helps communicate what your heart is trying to say.
Our heart on the other hand is the central part of falling in love, it knows the presence of love and it knows when you are in love. It doesnt thinking about everyone, it thinks about itself, and what makes it most happy. It being ourself btw.
What would I do?
I would have to follow my heart because it doesnt matter how many scenerio's and how many times i told myself something with my head, I would know deep down that I am neglecting what is most important in living a life. Being true to myself and learning to open up to love and people. Your head can't make you a happy person only your heart can tell you how your happy.
At the end of the day, Think about your body, what part of your body pumps blood round every inch of it, which part of your body knows you best, which part of your body will tell you when your doing something wrong, your brain might but its the desision of your heart that tells you whatever it may be.
So why fight what the heart desires when the heart will tell you, that your doing the wrong thing....But only the wrong thing for yourself. If your doing it for everyone else then the brain will win, and if you are a person who wants to live life that way then you have to listen to your head, but if you know what your heart wants, is true and is honest and is 100% then your heart will tell you what to do
Nathan
Monday, 30 November 2009
Saturday, 28 November 2009
A New Song :) WIP
My eyes are tired,
I cannot sleep at all
The day is my night,
Night is my day till I fall
My mind is awake
It's trying to take me down
Pushed past my limit
I got to get with it somehow
When do you follow your heart
When do you know it from the start
People talk about it in riddles
Your heart is on the front line of your life
People come into your life
And people walk out
You see many truths
And many lies
When love talks to you, there's no compromise
I cannot sleep at all
The day is my night,
Night is my day till I fall
My mind is awake
It's trying to take me down
Pushed past my limit
I got to get with it somehow
When do you follow your heart
When do you know it from the start
People talk about it in riddles
Your heart is on the front line of your life
People come into your life
And people walk out
You see many truths
And many lies
When love talks to you, there's no compromise
Question Time
did you get anything off your chest today?
What I have to say she already knows
want someone back in your life?
Yes more than anything in the world
Do you have anyone on your mind?
Yes always
Have you ever been called a tease?
Yeah, by her :)
Have you been in a perfect relationship?
Yup and I hope it will come back soon :)
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
If i need to, but not with her, I can't
Do you miss someone?
100%
When did you last hold hands with someone?
To long :( the last time I saw her, she was walking in the opposite direction to me :(
Has someone ever told you they love you and you didn’t say it back?
The people that matter always do
If you're sleeping and someone calls you what do you say?
arghh hello lol
Have you done anything you regret in 2009 so far?
Yes...
What was the last thing you cried over?
Last night, I was on the edge, and I couldnt hold it in, pure Hannah, sorry
Is there anyone you know that deserves to get punched?
Yeah, but im not a woman, Joke lol
What is something that you're looking forward to?
Finding out if my dreams will come true :)
could you handle a long distance relationship?
No
Were you single on your last birthday?
yes
do you and your parent/s get along?
yes
what do you hear?
Lifehouse - From where you are - the song has been on repeat and Its constantly making me think am I working hard enough to make sure I get her back :) and to help her :)
do you like to cuddle?
Yes please KF
who was the last person you talked to on the phone for over an hour?
Katie Louise Farbrother
who did you last fall asleep with, when?
My Pillow
Is heartbreak really as bad as it sounds?
It is when its not to do with your hearts but to do with outside things, when your keeped away from the things you love you do find it hard.
so you trust the last girl you were talking to?
With my life yes
what do you think about cocaine?
NO NO NO
whats the closest thing to you that is blue?
My cup :)
have you ever been called prince or princess?
No, the frog maybe?
honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
Katie Louise Farbrother
do you find it hard to trust others?
No, but you just hope they wont abuse your trust ryt?
do you care too much or not at all?
Too much
how fast does your mood change?
depend on the situation
i bet you miss somebody right now?
yeah i do
why do you think so many people cheat?
dont know dont care bastards everyone of them
is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
yes xD incredibly Katie Louise Farbrother
whats something you really want right now?
Just to hold her again, even if its for the last time :)
who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Hannah, I suppose
are you slowly drifting away from someone?
Nope Im staying here :)
do you find the opposite sex confusing?
God Yes!! lol right answer right :P
what was the first thing you thought of this morning?
I need to txt her goodmorning :( and shit i got up late, my plan got spoilt
are you keeping a secret right now?
Yes
what if you had a baby with the last person you texted?
lol umm i dnoo she might be freaked out lol
is your hair longer than your shoulders?
no, it has been once
have you ever kissed anyone with a tattoo?
Nope
do you think it is disgusting for girls to drink alcohol and get drunk?
course not
have you ever kissed someone that was high?
Nope
who did you last go out to eat with?
Iain and his brother Curry mmm
does the person you love , love you back?
I know she does
could you last in a relationship for 3 months?
Are we talking about just me and my gf? then yes easily :)
when was the last time you laughed really hard?
That monday morning in the Cafe in Cannock
What I have to say she already knows
want someone back in your life?
Yes more than anything in the world
Do you have anyone on your mind?
Yes always
Have you ever been called a tease?
Yeah, by her :)
Have you been in a perfect relationship?
Yup and I hope it will come back soon :)
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
If i need to, but not with her, I can't
Do you miss someone?
100%
When did you last hold hands with someone?
To long :( the last time I saw her, she was walking in the opposite direction to me :(
Has someone ever told you they love you and you didn’t say it back?
The people that matter always do
If you're sleeping and someone calls you what do you say?
arghh hello lol
Have you done anything you regret in 2009 so far?
Yes...
What was the last thing you cried over?
Last night, I was on the edge, and I couldnt hold it in, pure Hannah, sorry
Is there anyone you know that deserves to get punched?
Yeah, but im not a woman, Joke lol
What is something that you're looking forward to?
Finding out if my dreams will come true :)
could you handle a long distance relationship?
No
Were you single on your last birthday?
yes
do you and your parent/s get along?
yes
what do you hear?
Lifehouse - From where you are - the song has been on repeat and Its constantly making me think am I working hard enough to make sure I get her back :) and to help her :)
do you like to cuddle?
Yes please KF
who was the last person you talked to on the phone for over an hour?
Katie Louise Farbrother
who did you last fall asleep with, when?
My Pillow
Is heartbreak really as bad as it sounds?
It is when its not to do with your hearts but to do with outside things, when your keeped away from the things you love you do find it hard.
so you trust the last girl you were talking to?
With my life yes
what do you think about cocaine?
NO NO NO
whats the closest thing to you that is blue?
My cup :)
have you ever been called prince or princess?
No, the frog maybe?
honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
Katie Louise Farbrother
do you find it hard to trust others?
No, but you just hope they wont abuse your trust ryt?
do you care too much or not at all?
Too much
how fast does your mood change?
depend on the situation
i bet you miss somebody right now?
yeah i do
why do you think so many people cheat?
dont know dont care bastards everyone of them
is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
yes xD incredibly Katie Louise Farbrother
whats something you really want right now?
Just to hold her again, even if its for the last time :)
who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Hannah, I suppose
are you slowly drifting away from someone?
Nope Im staying here :)
do you find the opposite sex confusing?
God Yes!! lol right answer right :P
what was the first thing you thought of this morning?
I need to txt her goodmorning :( and shit i got up late, my plan got spoilt
are you keeping a secret right now?
Yes
what if you had a baby with the last person you texted?
lol umm i dnoo she might be freaked out lol
is your hair longer than your shoulders?
no, it has been once
have you ever kissed anyone with a tattoo?
Nope
do you think it is disgusting for girls to drink alcohol and get drunk?
course not
have you ever kissed someone that was high?
Nope
who did you last go out to eat with?
Iain and his brother Curry mmm
does the person you love , love you back?
I know she does
could you last in a relationship for 3 months?
Are we talking about just me and my gf? then yes easily :)
when was the last time you laughed really hard?
That monday morning in the Cafe in Cannock
Friday, 27 November 2009
All Things Me
If you feel like your walking down a long road, and everything that comes at you, you have to face in order to move onto the next stage of your life, then I hope this blog will interest you. Its simply going to be mumblings of mine to do with anything i desire to talk about. But I warn you now, there is a girl involved in my life and she is the biggest part of my life which I want to mend, because then I can say my life is perfect. So expect some talk about love, about problems, about anything in the world that my mind can comprehend to think about.
So it's coming to the end of November and nearly the start of December. October 1st was not that far away but it feels like it at the moment, and December 1st would of been our 2 month. Its amazing how quick things can change, how life can just snap the things you love most out of your life. I have started not to think about the past because the past can't help us, it can only show us what to do right in the future. You need to ask yourself what you want now? and how your going to do in order to get it.
Whether it be, how your going to save up enough money to buy Christmas presents, or what your going to do to make sure you achieve the grades to go to uni, or to simply fight for the ones you love. There all big things and majority effect our lives. Each situation should be treated the same, you have to sum up whether you are ready to work hard, to achieve the things you desire.
There is a beautiful girl I know who is so wound up with all the derision she faces, that she probably feels like the weight of the earth is on her shoulder. I just want to tell her that, she has me here if she ever wants to talk and I know she has some of the most amazing friends, that will keep her safe. But if you don't find the courage within you to tell yourself and everyone how you feel about someone, when will you. You are such an amazing woman, you have took my heart and turned it into something beautiful you have shown me how to enjoy life and how to live life, now let me do something for you. If you ever feel weak, or that you are lacking courage listen to this because even though its probably a bad song in choice it says to me, like i hope it would say to you that you are in control of your life and it doesn't matter how far you climb or how low you sink, the people you love will always be there for you x
I think i am still going to get her a Christmas present because she is the one i want to spend christmas with and I want her to have an amazing xmas :) Whether she comes home to me or not, she deserves to be happy
For now, Take Care Everyone
Simply Guy
So it's coming to the end of November and nearly the start of December. October 1st was not that far away but it feels like it at the moment, and December 1st would of been our 2 month. Its amazing how quick things can change, how life can just snap the things you love most out of your life. I have started not to think about the past because the past can't help us, it can only show us what to do right in the future. You need to ask yourself what you want now? and how your going to do in order to get it.
Whether it be, how your going to save up enough money to buy Christmas presents, or what your going to do to make sure you achieve the grades to go to uni, or to simply fight for the ones you love. There all big things and majority effect our lives. Each situation should be treated the same, you have to sum up whether you are ready to work hard, to achieve the things you desire.
There is a beautiful girl I know who is so wound up with all the derision she faces, that she probably feels like the weight of the earth is on her shoulder. I just want to tell her that, she has me here if she ever wants to talk and I know she has some of the most amazing friends, that will keep her safe. But if you don't find the courage within you to tell yourself and everyone how you feel about someone, when will you. You are such an amazing woman, you have took my heart and turned it into something beautiful you have shown me how to enjoy life and how to live life, now let me do something for you. If you ever feel weak, or that you are lacking courage listen to this because even though its probably a bad song in choice it says to me, like i hope it would say to you that you are in control of your life and it doesn't matter how far you climb or how low you sink, the people you love will always be there for you x
I think i am still going to get her a Christmas present because she is the one i want to spend christmas with and I want her to have an amazing xmas :) Whether she comes home to me or not, she deserves to be happy
For now, Take Care Everyone
Simply Guy
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